my immune system is one grudgey bitch

just got back from the neuro, bad news: i have basically been in a constant state of relapse for 4 months and the MRI showed that i currently have 3 enhancing (active) brain lesions.

good news: i have options!

let’s see what’s behind treatment option door #1: gilenya. side effects include macular edema (causes permanent vision loss), liver damage, skin cancer…oh and my favorite, sudden cardiac arrest.

moving on to door #2: Tecfidera. side effects include kidney cancer and brain infection (PML).

i’m supposed to think it over and let the neuro know which of these fantastic options i will be going with. easy peasy. hooray for options!

these are mostly rare side effects, but death… man, not much can be done about that. no one thinks it will happen to them. and i guess i would be fine with these as rare side effects if the benefits were amazing. but they aren’t that great. better than copaxone and it’s oral dosing, so those are plusses. is it worth the risk, the cost, and the need for constant monitoring of my bloodcounts, eyes, and heart?

feck.

what to do, what to do…

also, i’ve just come to terms with the fact that i have a new allergy to hemp milk. seriously?! what kind of crunchy granola lesbian is allergic to hemp?? my immune system is one grudgey bitch.

 

 

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